JK Rowling-- my true inspiration when asked in school "what do I wanna be when I grow up"

  What do you want to be when you grow up?

People  have  dreams. Some dreams are fascinating and sometimes impossible to be true and  some dreams have their doors to get opened.  I  too have a dream.  A  dream  for  something  to  be  in  life.

J.K Rowling my favorite writer is my inspiration. She made me believe in oneself and not be overpowered by others thoughts. She even in her darkest of times believed in herself, her children and her talent. She gave colours to her imagination and did not leave hope even when deprived down by many others . She wrote  such stories which still remains in our hearts and proved” genius is not who has knowledge but who has imagination”  and  I want to become a strong lady like J.K Rowling and ‘Imagine’ no matter what the world says or thinks but I’m going to give colours to my own imagination in my own written songs to be a singer , in my urge to be a doctor , in my own written stories, everywhere--- That is  what I want to be…..

GOD - amazing person/being (whatever)

                                                           MY QUESTIONS   

I always had questions in my mind of which I never got any answers. Guys the one whom we call GOD does actually exists or not we cannot give a perfect proof. We can only believe blindly with trust just like we believe in Hogwarts’s existence but actually we all know that Hogwarts never existed and it’s just imagination but GOD is also  made up of  man’s imagination  and belief but actually no one saw GOD or could give a right proof that he ever exists or existed…..but…when I think deeply  and  too much I think about this whole world. Not only my own country but the whole  world  makes me think.  If  one man goes away  from earth then that man gives pain to his/her family or relatives. Those family or family member curses  god for taking their loved ones away from them and some people even stop believing in him, maybe for a short time .You can say I am one those people. Though I’m just 13 yrs old  but I think like elders and I have too many questions which neither my mom nor my grandpa could give me answers. When my grandmom passed away I cried a lot and asked god “ god, what did I and my family do that in this happy time you took away my grandmom from  us ?” I cried and cried and never got answers. My mom, she was in  much more worse situation then I am in. When she was young and in class 12 her mom passed away. She along with her brothers were intotal three and she was in the middle. She said me “  After my mom’s death,when I used to come from school I used to see  all my friends calling out their moms asking for food, love and whatever they wanted but to me no one was there whom I could call ‘mom’ and my brother he didn’t get even that much amount of love what I got from her because she couldn’t last for much days” . I asked her  “ mom why do god always do this? Why do those who are good people die first? Is humanity a curse for those good people that they go very soon? “  then she said me,”my child, it’s god’s laws. We can’t help it, and remember that’s not only me or you that god has to care about, god has more children than people would dream of…even those who don’t  come in count of the world population , they are also his children. Every small insect, bird and animal is god’s  kids but still see god does only good to them..maybe many think that god is unjust to them but trust me, god can never be unjust to them. If god closes one door then he makes sure that he opens another ,only the difference is some people don’t try to find that door.”  I still was not satisfied. I still have questions that” what about those terrorists who kill people for money, are they not god’s children? If god sees the good and bad then why doesn’t he stop them to do the sin? Why has he created people who do murders and robs people out of their money?  Does got hate these people? If he does then why did he create them?  Why then people say god to give those terrorists or thieves a harsh punishment when they are wrong? Why don’t they understand that they are too god’s kids, and if they’ve done something bad then there must be god who wanted this to happen?”    my mom says  god had to create bad people because if no bad people then no death and if no death then there would be no place for more people to take birth . It’s GOD laws which neither I or ye can understand. We can’t even create a better law than this…….trust me I’ve tried making  a happy law where no one needs to be sad ,but still it’s uncertain, god’s law is best and no better law can be  created than this because when I tried to see at this side then that side is left again…I don’t know how does god do it.  Does he have a better network than  GOOGLE there? He himself knows…..caring about every single insect, bird , animal and human……………AMAZING!